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sometimes you just have to let things go.

"if only people were honest about how they feel" maybe some things were better left unsaid maybe its fine to give second or even third, chance maybe i was the problem maybe its okay for me to learn how to trust again how guys can be so deceiving the hardest thing for me to do is to move on from the past mistakes he made. because the denial ive been living in. i cant accept this. hes been trying hard to make me forget, hes been putting so much effort to win my trust again. but the problem is, no matter how much he tries, no matter how much effort he puts in. i may be happy at that moment. but only at that time. because when i came home, when i came across the thought of it, the past mistake echoes in my head. like a flashback. and i instantly be furious again.  i really dont know what the future holds, but i am for sure want this one to be in mine. but, for the time being, if he chooses to stay, and still try, i dont know where this is going, honestly. i dont know if one day, ...