The Endless Path

Assalamualaikum and hi.  There was this one time, I questioned God. That if you were not meant for me, then why did our path cross? Because that night, we were not supposed to meet. As I was supposed to come on another date. But some things happened, that I couldn’t come and I was scheduled a new date, with you. Then I asked God, why? Why him? And why me? Had we not met, we would not know each other’s names, nor be taking pictures. You would not know my existence, nor would you give me your number. And I would never…. ever texted you. No texting, meeting, no catching feelings.  Time flies very swiftly. Fast, but it felt right. You put the words together, and I did too. We were both excited to what our future holds. I asked you if you see me in your future, and you said yes. “I want you for a lifetime.”, you said. I hope you know that you made me feel, safe. And understood. And some other foreign feelings I could not express. You’re the easiest guy to communicate to. All this w...

Assalamualaikum, and hi. Dear readers, 4th February 2024 --  Today I'm outstation for work at Batu Pahat, Johor. Being a watching brief (Peguam Pemerhati) for a murder case. Committed, as always.  I’m not supposed to spend the night since its only a one-day-matter. But things happened. Luckily I came prepared, brought all my essentials just in case. Puan Min told me to just stay the night. Checked in a good small space for me to sleep my worry away. My meeting will be at 10PM later, I will be getting my dinner before the meeting. There’s always first time for everything. This is my first time being at Batu Pahat. Clueless, as always. This paragraph is written, while I’m waiting for my chicken chop with mushroom, and mango juice. Typing this on my iPad, with my airpod on noise cancellation. Pushing myself into my own world, alone by myself. I didn’t know that I needed this much peace and a long drive away from KL. For me to be at a foreign place for a while. 5th February 2024 -...