I got into my LLB professional year!

Assalamualaikum and hi, 


All praise and thanks be to Allah, the One True Almighty God. 

Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. 🤲🏼


First of all, I am glad to write here, that I passed my third year, with flying colours. I am now enrolling in my LLB professional year. This is my final year and inshaa Allah I will be graduating next year. To be honest I wanted to write as soon as I got my result but I was overwhelmed and many beautiful things happened that keep me occupied 😭🥺💙 Just love how in my previous post I was looking forward to this post, informing everyone I passed my third year of law school.


13/3/2021 ; Bapak was so happy that Seth and I aced our third year. We had a dinner celebration together with Sal and Aishah. I wish I could insert pictures because I miss the foods already.


29/3/2021 ; After I finished first day of classes, Afiq asked me out for a random lunch, opened door for me just for me to see a bouquet of roses on the seat 💐🌹 A little surprise for our 4 years and 4 months anniversary, and for my first day of LLB class 🥺 He was so sweet, proceeded to take me to our favourite nearby restaurant. 


The next event was Melur came and sent me books, she also bought me and my siblings Subway sandwiches 🥺🥺 she’s always so thoughtful. 


At night, Nad was willing to help me finish doing my firm’s letterhead. she guided me step by step, I miss her and Hana so much. miss the days before this pandemic started. 


Anyways, for this LLB year, we were put in random firm, as if it is one real law firm. Alhamdulillah my firmmates are known for their cooperative and good work. I become the senior partner, and we agreed to name the firm as “Tun & Associates”. This firmmates are the people whom I will spend my one year with, till next semester. Hopefully everything and everyone will be alright. 


31/3/2021 ; This is my third day of semester and Alhamdulillah I am still doing okay. Heard a lot of warnings and experience from seniors that made me nervous, scared and sad but so far, Alhamdulillah still okay. 


I managed to detached myself from any unimportant or uncertain people or event, it felt so much better. I am so happy now 🥺🥺 I feel like I have nothing to worry about, the future feels certain, everything will fall into its place just in time. My world revolves only around people I care. Around me, Afiq, my family and my dear friends. I stopped thinking about what will other people think, or what if something dont work out. I am in no competition with anybody. I literally just stop worrying about anything. That made me feel like I have everything already 💙


If you cant find happiness anywhere, try find it within yourself. 

Think about what keeps you happy.


You decide what makes you happy, consider the little things in life, too. 

I hope whoever reads this, will decide to do the same. 

May the happiness find you and stay with you. 


Yours Truly,

Laila Rafaee,

11:30AM

Subang Jaya.

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