The Endless Path

Y ou were... interested in me. I remember when you wanted to talk to me. You looked for me if I wasn't there. You wondered if I was doing okay when I told you I was sick. You wanted to see me, you asked me out for dinner. Even though you weren't eating, but at least we meet. Just so you could hear me talking. You said you wished you could hear me talking, everyday. All men said that. But the truth is, they will eventually change. Just like the nights, people change too. That's how it is. You can never guarantee anything. Because we do not know. But He knows. "He knows what is in every heart" Al-Mulk: 13 But the worst feeling is, noticing all of these changes and not being able to point it out because if you do, you're only annoying the person even more than you already do. Dear readers, have you ever felt this way? Didn't you wish you weren't so observant? Sometimes I wish that we could go back to the moment we had. To the moment when  you were... inte...

Assalamualaikum, and hi. It has been two years, since my last posting. Reading my last post, I was happy that I got dean’s list for my final semester. And in 2021, I was so…. in love. Time flies, in a blink of an eye. Happy 2024, my dear readers (if any). I wish I could tell each and everything that happened in the span of two years, here. So you don’t miss out any.  Just in case you are new here, hello. My name is Tun Laila, and I will turn 26 years old this year. Nobody really reads ‘blog’ nowadays. But as someone whose dream was to become a writer since I was in highschool, I have started writing since then. Hence, this blog. It has become a place where I journal my feelings, a place where initially nobody cares. Nobody reads. Anyway, to make it short (hopefully), I had finished law school! My brother and I did, together. Just like how we wished it to be. We graduated in August 2023, one week before my 25th birthday. We got called to the bar too! Yes, just like how I prayed, I s...