The Endless Path

Assalamualaikum and hi.  I am typing this in my office, taking a break from Court's Recording Transcript. My heart is full of joy, but I'm on the verge of crying. This blogpost is going to have an expression of my heart, in two different years. One year ago, and today's. Today on 6th March 2025, we have entered Ramadan on 5th day. To be honest, entering Ramadan now has been so emotional because I never really moved on from Ramadan 2024. When I went through a silent and quite journey of me finding my God, preparing myself for my first ever Umrah. I prayed hard for me to have my period before I flew. So that I can perform my Umrah and pray everyday in Mekah and Madinah. And He granted my exact prayer. I remember I cried happily. After my Umrah journey, I have came back with  my love for my religion and God has grown fonder than ever. But still, I can't quite fathom ways to move on from the Umrah journey itself. It was truly one life-changing experience.  Yet here we are. ...

 Assalamualaikum, and hi. I just got back from Bath Garden event at The Gardens Mall, near Mid Valley.  I met a lot of people. Influencers, content creators and others. But this one girl who talked to me, her words lingered in my mind until now. Her name is Najla. She is a part-timer at Bath Garden, helping organizing the event. She said that she has a friend named Mai. And that Mai is a big fan of mine, she said. She also said that Mai will always (and never not) repost my videos. If Najla watched my video first before Mai reposted it, she will remind Mai. And she will summarize what I said in the video. Basically they are always talking about me. What touched my heart was, Najla said that she is a degree student at UniKL. She said she wanted to quit studying for a few times. But she kept on telling herself to continue because she wants to be like me. She wants to be a smart woman. She looked me in the eye and said "You are the reason why I tak quit. You are the educated and ...

Assalamualaikum, and hi. Last Sunday, we have finished our final exam. That being said, first semester of Postgraduate of Diploma Syariah & Practice, done. Our last paper was Mal Procedure. Second toughest subject that I thought after Usul Fiqh. And true enough, those two were indeed, the toughest for most of us. But I am grateful that I decided to pursue this. Going to class every Saturday, learning about Syariah matters, kind of feels like going to usrah or some religious class every week. Our schedule was like: 8AM - 10AM : Mal Procedure. To me, it's a boring one, just about the Syariah's Courts Procedure, Parties and Proceedings. The technical.  10AM - 12PM : Islamic Family Law. Interesting! It's about engagement, nikah, divorce, wali, mutaah and all Islamic family matters.  12PM - 2PM : Islamic Judiciary System. So-so. I love it, especially the part where we learn about our Prophet Muhammad's history back then. It feels like gaining and knowing about him more. ...