The Endless Path

Assalamualaikum , friend is said someone who is always be with you . friendship is said to always be the biggest treasure . but when one felt a huge backstab from a friend they used to trust , would there be any value of friendship again ?  haih Ya memang dah biasa kena sebenarnya . since Ya dari asrama lagi . tapi Ya tak expect dia boleh buat macam tu dekat Ya . i mean she looks nice , sweet , cakap pun lembut . tapi mengutuk Ya dari belakang rupanya . hahahaha lesson learnt , jangan judge orang from the first impression anymore .  or maybe im the type of person who prefers to sit and discuss . bukan ke kalau ada yang tak puas hati ke apa , cakap la depan depan , at least Ya dapat tau what people think of me , kekurangan Ya and fix what should be fixed , bukannya Ya dengar dari mulut orang lain you said this and that tak puas hati dengan Ya ! orang cakap 'sebenarnya korang each other tak puas hati sesama sendiri  tau' well i guess nope . ya tak sakit hati den...

Assalamualaikum , i miss the old days when i am with you . i miss you, i miss the love from you, i miss the whole same thing about you . without you, things i love dont seem to be in place anymore . everything i do , every mistakes i make, everything i myself will open up the stories to you and now, i have to realize by myself for what have i done when it was actually you should be telling. im sorry for not being the perfect princess for you . i dont even try . i regret everything . in the past, when you were with me, i dont do things right. absurdly mad over anything . as time passes by, you left me hanging with thousand words unsaid . i have to stand look for all of them , sum everythings up and get the meanings right .life isnt a riddle for me to gamble, so i am now wandering around people and look for the key to the case you set in my head . one by one gave me the clue , Alhamdulillah bit by bit the key is now with me . the precious key ive been searching is the precious advice...