done final!

Assalamualaikum, and hi!

Done second year of law school! Seronoknya tidur tanpa tanggungjawabbb!!! But not yet, I havent gotten my sleep since I finished my last paper this morning. And I just realised I had not taken a proper meal for two days? Seharian tu makan 3 keping roti je. Stressing over studies really made me lose my appetite. Allah blessed me with good health, no gastric 💙🦋

Finished my ADR (alternative dispute resolution) paper this morning and that marks the end of my second year of law school. 4 semesters done! I have 2 years to go, that is another 4 semesters. I am so happy that I had finished this semester. Probably because its the most challenging one. 9 subjects in total. Full credit hour.

Just feel like writing tonight, I went home straight after the paper, and fetch Puteri at KTM Subang and sent her to KLIA. Arrived home at 8pm.

Bapak asked Seth and I to go to Ipoh. I want to, but not as fast as tomorrow... I mean, I want to sleep and rest and recover I sit too long for studying and driving ... Nak drive to Ipoh pulak, my back is still hurting, the whole body is still aching. I am literally exhausted, mentally and physically. But it's okay, Bapak wants to eat mi udang @ Penang, so he wants us to be there too.

It has been quite long time I didn't get to spend family time, because weekdays, I am at faculty, classes. Fridays and weekends, I will be at Tealive. Yes, I'm doing part-time, sis needs to survive and save up IN THIS ECONOMY. Plus, I have my 2020 goals to be achieved, gonna make new post for that.

Just briefly telling you guys Laila 2020. Oh forgot to tell, today 13/1 I finish my last paper and I will be on internship at the Federal Court Putrajaya on 21/1 to 23/2. That is one week gap for me to rest. And I can't even. To make it worse, next semester's class will start on 24/2?? Harini habis intern esok dah class??? I am actually already tired for the upcoming days.

Stay positive Laila, you must generate positive energy!

That girl just wants to sleep,
Laila Rafaee,
10:50PM
Subang Jaya.

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